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Comment if you want to roleplay with me!



Kinda stolen from Flameisawesome but jeebus I need to RP more D:
I'm not too picky on couples, but they have to be officials

I will be...:
+Espio
+Shadow
+Silver
+Mephiles
+Vector
+Charmy
+Omega
+Knuckles

I don't like the other characters enough to be them XD but really I'm not picky, I'll even do Espio x Sonic if you really want :3

ALSO! Let me know whether we are doing it in a script writing form

I.e:

Espio: *eats pot of noodles quietly* ...*sighes and looks up at the clock* *thinks-he's been gone a while...*

Or in a more literate form

I.e:
Espio sat at the sofa, the clock being the only thing he could hear other then the slurping coming from his own mouth as he ate the noodles. The slurping wasn't very loud though, Espio was always known for his silence even in the noisiest of scenarios. He was waiting for a certain crocodile to get home with Charmy, as he went to pick up the bee from his 'friends' house, Cream the rabbit. He sighed and diverted his eyes to the clock and let a sigh escape his mouth. He's been gone a while... he thought, his paranoia sinking it. But he shook it off and decided to think nothing of it as he continued to eat his noodles.

Mini Story Time, Number 2!


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He sat where he always did; Two seats down from me. His tongue touching his horn as he continued to scribble away. His shirt tucked into those blue denim jeans and glasses falling ever so slightly. I heard his hums, his soft sighs and his questions that he asked our teacher. 
I put my hands in my pockets and looked down at my table, my blank sheet of paper and pen resting on it, not a piece of ink on the paper. My eyes narrow as I glanced over at him. He never noticed me, no one ever did. This can be seen as a good and a bad thing; If people found out they were looking at me they might think I was gay, if he noticed me looking I'd want to tell him I'm gay.

Everyone knew he was gay, he had nothing to be afraid of. He was the biggest loser in our school, not to me, but to everyone else. 

Their classification of 'loser' is probably: Someone who has insecurities, is homosexual and finds it hard to make friends. They are a nerd and a teachers pet.

When a loser actually is: 
+  a person or thing that loses or has lost something, especially a game or contest, a person who is disadvantaged by a particular situation or course of action, a person who accepts defeat with good or bad grace, a person who fails frequently or is generally unsuccessful in life or a card that is expected to be part of a losing trick
He is neither of these things.
In fact, in my eyes he is not a loser at all.
I envy him. He didn't have a care in the world what people thought, he lived with no status. He roamed about, flaunting his freedom, the freedom I could never have, because of my status. 
I can admit to being popular. Not that I necessarily want it.

Being popular may not be a good thing: liked or admired by many people or by a particular person or group

This means I have now unwillingly got to live up to a role. The one the girls want to be with; the ones the guys want to be. I have to keep up with my fashion; skills; music. I have to be a role model.
I have to be someone I don't want to be
I can't be myself.
This is why I stare at him daily. He can come out and sure he'll get beat up, but he can't get ranked worse, he's the lowest in our school. Me? If I even jokingly said that, it'd go around faster then lightning and I would be criticized so much more then he was. I would end up living in a complete and utter nightmare. If everyone knew I was Bi-curious.
I can't tell anyone, every single one of my friends are back stabbers and gossipers. And yet this makes people like them more? Because it's so fun to humiliate someone? I never understood this. Unlike them, I was the quiet type or as people would say, the 'dark horse' of our group. Quiet, but loud. And he was what people called 'the school fag.' But he seemed satisfied with his title and I gave him credit for fucking ignoring the shit. I couldn't wait til the say he got all his grades and the others worked for him. It made me grin slightly.
Before any more thoughts could happen, I snapped into reality when the teachers voice began to drown my ears. My eyes kept in the same place, slightly narrowed as if in thought. But I noticed, I noticed he'd noticed me noticing. His body had sunk slightly and he was looking at me in curiosity. I smiled, he smiled. 
Groans could be heard and my eyes looked around the classroom, watching everyone get up off their seats. He, too, pushed himself up, eyes still looking at me, lips pressed against his own teeth and giving me a small, cute smile. He'd been through so much and yet he was still able to smile, it made me want to give him an even bigger smile. Someone tapped me on the shoulder and I jumped up, talking to them. The words coming out of my mouth were a bunch of bullcrap, and from the corner of my eye I was looking at the chameleon walk over to the window and leant against it, closing his eyes slightly. Once the bell was heard people began to leave the class, my mind began to think if there was anything I could ask our teacher to try and stay alone with him, he'd always sit in the classroom. My friends looked at me as I stood there like a penguin, and laughed before walking off. These were 'my friends' after all. I turned to him and walked over to him slowly, head hung low, but eyes were looking at his soft yellow eyes. 

"Hey there Espio." I just about got out of my mouth; I hadn't spoken to him for at least half a year.
"You alright?" 

He tilted his head slightly and pushed his glasses up to stop them from falling.
"Why yes thank you." His voice had always been a tad bit too formal to fit with the norms of our class, it had a hint of British in it, but it was so adorable. "Did you need me for something?" 

I looked up and bit my lip, trying to think of what to say. "No, just wanted to say hi."

"Ah, well, okay then." His voice sounded slightly disappointed, he fiddled with his fingers slightly. "I'll see you next lesson."

I nodded. "Yeah...Do you have a phone?"

"Uh...Yes, why?" I blushed, letting my ears droop down slightly in embarrassment. "Shadow?" 

"Do you want my number? I...You seem...Nice. Wait that came out wrong you are nice." I tried to smile despite the nerves. "And I need a getaway from this drama." 

"Really?" He seemed shocked I'd even asked. "W-Well I'd love that but what about your friends they'll make fun of you for having my phone number and I don't want you to go through something you don't deserve."

"You don't deserve it either." I paused and waited for him to respond, but he looked somewhat in a shell-shock. "I'm...I'm sorry" I muttered, "I should've been there for you like you were for me."

"Don't worry Shadow, I am just happy you haven't given up on me."
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Point Commissions! I would love to buy one from you



I would love to see your prices :3 please link...
I wouldn't spend more then...100 :points: on a piece (only because I'm broke)
But I would really love to get some art off ye guys ^^ (and literature, if thats how you roll, love my stories)

Life



I need to get drawing more! Next week is the holidays so hopefully then i shall...
JEEZ I WRITE A LOT OF STORIES (like seriously, so many, so many unfinished, so many random ones too)
BUT DON'T FEAR D: < one drink too many is not forgotten! HUZAH!

I've started including more characters in my stories too XD like an obsessed silver and mighty being espios boyfriend (and also very understanding as a friend)...because I really like mighty now he is tres adorable n.n

I was reading this extra spin off i did of shadow chaotix...jeebus it's hilarious. It makes me want to do crack of monitor and vector XD haha!


And at the moment I made new espio and shadow characters...Called dumbweed and faggot > 3 >; i'll upload sketch refs tonight i think and try to get use to this new, crap submission page.

And this is a slight bit of a story too (I never bothered to continue because suddenly a new idea comes in my head. HAPPENS TOO MUCH) (This isn't the whole story though, I've wrote about double of this, just felt like showing the world...I'm not dead? Lol, would've been a weird way to end my writing session XD)



STORY TIME



Contains Swearing. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. And kirby but who the hell doesn't like kirby?

It was a typical Sunday for the black hedgehog, he was slouching on the sofa playing his video game. His eyes stared tiredly at the screen as he repeatedly hit buttons in hope of completing the level. Despite how much pride he had inside a few weeks ago for his appearance; he was only wearing a jumper. His legs were wide open so his boxers, and bulge, were clearly visible. He didn't give a damn about that anymore, he had no reason to. His ear twitched to the sound of shoes stomping their way down the stairs. Although he knew someone was looking at him, he didn't change his position; He paused his game and tilted his head to the side to see Knuckles starring at him. "Rouge went to Amy's." It escaped his mouth in a weak, neutral tone. The red echidna wasn't someone he would classify as a 'friend.' Although the three of them lived together, he hated encountering him.

"Dude put some fucking pants on." Knuckles bitterly said, picking up some trousers and throwing them at the hedgehog. His nose twitched in annoyance. Envy filled his heart every time he saw the black hedgehog slouching around the house; He did nothing for Rouge, and yet Rouge let him stay at hers for free. 'And I have to fucking pay to stay here…' "Well hurry up and put those fucking jeans on before Espio gets here." The echidna heard a slight grunt come from his mouth and felt an imaginary grin appearing. At the same time, he didn't say Shadow budging, and clenched his fist. His detective friend was understanding, but Knuckles knew that for most people, encountering Shadow was difficult enough, let alone encountering him in his boxers.

When he saw the hedgehog finally grab the trousers he whistled. "Finally~" They both laughed slightly, both fake laughs. Knuckles was the first to stop laughing when he felt a pair of trousers being flung at his face, and a huge frown appearing. "Dude Espio is NOT coming in the house to see you looking like that."

The hedgehog chuckled, rolling his eyes. "Well then I guess he isn't coming then, is he? Why is he that chaotix guy even coming over? Can't you go and see him?" Shadow didn't care for the fact that Espio would be in their house, he just would prefer it if the annoyed echidna in front of him was out the house. Triumph filled his heart as he pressed the play button and continued to play his game, and bit his lip when he finally completed the level. Sometimes he did have trouble with the game, but he never liked to show it. He didn't want to be taken advantage of. Especially not by Knuckles.

"Because I have friends, and maybe I can…But then you would be satisfies wouldn't you, brat?" Knuckles clenched his fist and stomped over to the sofa standing behind Shadow and looking at the screen. To see that pink blob he detested so much on the television screen made it all so much worse. "Could you like, at least, play something manly. Kirby is just so…So babyish." Knuckles muttered as he pressed his hand against his own head and shook it. "The ultimate life form can't even play a hard game~" He didn't mean to, but it came out in a teasing tone. Winding up that hedgehog by using his own words against he was so easy at times. He dropped the trousers on the sofa next to Shadow and leaned his head on the top of the sofa, watching him play. That echidna always wondered what Rouge found appealing about a 50 year old hedgehog who was the laziest git alive and spent his time collecting kirby crap. He knew something DID attract her though, she was always flirting with him, and the free stay annoyed the heck outta him too.

His mouth let out a hiss, an almost silent hiss; He didn't want Knuckles to know he'd got to the poor hedgehog. "Not my fault if you've got a problem with it. Rouge doesn't seem to mind, in fact me and Rouge sometimes…do…Multiplayer." He said 'multiplayer' in a seductive tone and noticed the redheads eye twitch slightly. The echidna made it so obvious he liked the bat-girl, but Rouge was just too oblivious to ever notice. And no, he hadn't lied; They did play multiplayer at times. But Shadow didn't enjoy playing multiplayer with someone so thick headed and level-one standard like Rouge. He let out a slight chuckle in remembering how bad Rouge was at kirby, which the red-head himself even classified as a 'baby game.'

"And no, don't expect me to put on those fucking trousers, I do what I like, not listening to someone who is too much of a chicken to even say how he feels." He finally said, grinning as he knew he'd won the argument.

His face shot red once Shadow said that and huffed. "Shut up." He whispered, pushing himself up. Crossing his arms, he looked out the window to see the chameleon walking down the road. "Shit he's here! Put those fucking trousers on, or at least go to your fucking room. Espio wouldn't want to see you like that you're not even attractive." The doorbell filled their ears. "Shadow!" Knuckles growled, only to be ignored by the hedgehog. His arms tensed but he did his best not to beat the shit out of the hedgehog he despised. "Well it's your problem if everyone finds out how small your wiener is."

Storming over to the door, he put on a smile and opened the door to see a slightly taller, and slightly older chameleon smiling at him. "Good to see you Espio."

The pink chameleon smiled back and walked into the house. It wasn't the first time Espio had been into the house, but it was the first time being in the house with anyone other then Knuckles. The door was closed behind him by his friend and he starred at Shadow. Back when they had to fight Eggman a year ago was the last time he'd even seen Shadow, they hadn't had a proper conversation. Ever. So he found himself in a weird position with Shadow so casually playing his video game, showing off his legs and crotch. He heard noises coming from the television and walked slightly over to Shadow, turning his head to see kirby on the screen. He let out a smile. "Charmy plays kirby too, you're playing 'The magic mirror' game right? That's his 'next in line.'" He chuckled and scratched the back of his head. "I never played it myself though, I always found it more interesting to watch him."

Shadow glanced up at the chameleon who was smiling at him. He was a bit confused as to why Espio's first intentions was to start talking to him, mainly due to Shadow not being fond of the chaotix at all. The black and red hedgehog noticed Knuckles looking over at Espio, mouth open in shock. Even though he was enjoying Knuckles being annoyed, he didn't want to feel awkward with Espio lingering around it, and was finding it hard to reply. "It's a good game though." He finally said, eyes starring into Espio's topaz ones. "You should ask to play it with him. In multiplayer you can be meta knight, he seems like the kinda character you'd play as." He sighed. "But no Rouge has to alway be Waddle dee."

Knuckles watched the two stare at each other, growing somewhat jealous Shadow was stealing his friend. He even believed to see the chameleon blushing slightly. "E-Espio lets go upstairs." He hesitated, trying to get the chameleons attention. "Espio." He growled harshly, walking over to the stairs. "Come on." He walked over to Espio and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Or would you much rather stay down here with this dick head?" He caught Espio's attention finally, but Knuckles wasn't happy to see Espio's eyes flickering in indecision.

"You shouldn't call Shadow a dickhead, it's a bit rude." Espio replied, turning around and shrugging. "Let's go up then." The chameleon noticed Shadow gone back to his gaming and smiled slightly, eyes glued to the television as he followed his friend. He took a few steps up the stairs and leaned on the banister. "See you around Shadow." He finally said before continuing heading up the staircase. He didn't like Knuckles rude tone towards the hedgehog, mainly because Knuckles knew the chameleon wasn't fond of swearing because of his traditional ways. He walked into Knuckles room to see his friend with his back to him and snarling. He sighed, every other day he'd see Knuckles he was grumpy, which didn't help Espio. He did like Knuckles but his grudges issues with Shadow were irritating and as he took everything so seriously, a simple misunderstanding between Knuckles and anyone could lead to Knuckles yelling at Espio.


I think every time I write a journal, I will include a story time XD just so my unfinished stories don't go to waste teehee!
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HELP

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Which one would you rather I continued?
Meltdown
or
One Drink Too Many

?
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Important Info

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Well...Not that important, about my stories
I will update one chapter of one story each week (i will be doing One Drink Too Many this week.) As I am so busy.

And I would like to know you're favourite story of mine (It can be a oneshot)

would be great help XD

Ohoh and theres a guy in my school called feroz .3. I was all hyper about it XD haha!

byebye!
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Story Update!

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Hello, I just wanted to update you, I am going to do Release dates for my stories, so people know and it helps me organise things XD instead of just saying "Oh late September"

The List:
Espio Chaotix-Cancelled (Sorry, so unmotivating, and if I'm to be honest I really remember writing up another mini chapter, but it went missing :shrug:)
Meltdown-September 1st
One Drink Too Many-A chapter was uploaded today, the next chapter will be uploaded September 2nd

My next one shot hopefully can be uploaded in August ^_^; probably 25th August!

:new: Just found a Espio/Feroz chapter, should I upload?
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